time of my life.....

I've been waiting for my dreams
To turn into something

I could believe in
And looking for that
Magic rainbow
On the horizon
I couldn't see it
Until I let go
Gave into love and watched all the bitterness burn
Now I'm coming alive
Body and soul
And feelin' my world start to turn

And I'll taste every moment
And live it out loud
I know this is the time,
This is the time to be
To be more than a name
Or a face in the crowd
I know this is the time
This is the time of my life
Time of my life

Holding onto things and vanished
Them to the air
Left me in pieces
But now I'm rising from the ashes
Finding my wings
And all that I needed
Was there all along
Within my reach
As close as the beat of my heart

And I'll taste every moment
And live it out loud
I know this is the time,
This is the time to be
More than a name
Or a face in the crowd
I know this is the time
This is the time of my life
Time of my life

And I'm out on the edge of forever
Ready to run
I'm keeping my feet on the ground
My arms open wide
My face to the sun

And I'll taste every moment
And live it out loud
I know this is the time,
This is the time to be
More than a name
Or a face in the crowd
I know this is the time
This is the time of my life
Time of my life
More than a name
Or a face in the crowd
This is the time
This is the time of my life.
This is the time of my life.
Life
Time of my life
Time of my life

busy & productive???

career?
a busy, challenging month! does this shud provide me with many memorable moments? i can barely keep track of what's happening on the work scene. it happened very fast! snap that, snap this. what i can really say, it's nothing to proud of. it's all frustration and

how can this be? to keep on be blaming on others faults? keeping quiet to save others? it's impossible.

it shud not be this way. this year it can't just be the same as last year. This year i considered as a new beginnings. To be entering a new phase filled with exciting potential and possibilities.

for a combination of perfect melancholy & minor of popular sanguine - i shud not expect things to be perfect. i put too much expectation on me and others.what normally happens is when things does not happen according to what I've expected. it really pulls me down. when people give me last minute job or task (they knew it before hand and been sitting on it) it got me mad and easily become depressed. One & foremost, i doesn't do well under pressure. Most of the time, i tend to drop everything.

counter measure of the above (for this year as new beginnings);
1. instead of blaming others, i shud work around others.
2. don't think too much. just do it.

love life?
will i be starring at dead ends forever??? getting booty calls now & then? nothing sincere left for me? feeling been played and got me depressed?

counter measure of this above;
1. only accept dates. a decent dates. :->

Keep a positive & healthy mind, soul & body.

Just like a spring garden coming to life after the rigours of winter.

kasih melimpah ruah

aku tak tahu macam mana nak start utk penulisan aku kali ni. ayat pun ntah apa2. tapi jiwa ku tersentuh. tidak ku sangka kasih sayang melimpah ruah di sekeliling ku. kenapa aku berkata demikian;

1. pada 2 haribulan 1 - balik jer dari kerja mama aku terkecoh2 pegi pasar beli barang2 untuk BBQ
2. pada 2 haribulan 1 jugak lah ayah aku pun terkecoh2 beli arang, pergi bungkus 10 bungkus nasi goreng dan 10 bungkus mee hoon goreng. untuk apa????
3. adik aku si noi, pergi ikut mama beli barang2. untuk apa???
4. adik aku yang sorang lagi tu, "bu" beli 10 botol air & kek. untuk apa????
5. balik jer dari kedai mama aku terkecoh2 siang ikan, udang, ayam dan memotong daging. untuk apa??
6. kwn2 aku sampai pukum 9.30 malam dan BBQ tak siap lg. tungu punye tunggu makanan siap dalam kul 10.30 malam. untuk apa mereka datang??
7. adik2 aku dan mama membawa kek depan aku....untuk apa???

semua ini adalah untuk aku rupa nyer....... kasih seorang ibu, kasih seorang ayah, kasih adik2 ku dan kasih kwan2 rapat ku...tak pernah luput di telan zaman...........

a brand new day...

a brand new me.....


specially dedicated to those who loving me, accepting and tolarating i am as i am, lift me up in difficult situations & celebrate those happy moments.

these are the peeps who will always be my side...

mum & dad.


best friends>>>salina, misha, aida mr abas & his bro

gotzilla, niece amani giving bday gift

emily rose yang menyibuk nak ambik gambar jgk!


happy moments.....stays forever!

me turn 30 today

me on page 30 in the book of life... wow! that's scary i supposed. im not too sure the reason being for taking this such event seriously. maybe for having no 3 infront instead of 2. or maybe too comfortable being wit others who are a lot older and felted like forever yong. and out of sudden it hits me that im already 30 today... not that young any longer.

and it really hit me again looking back of what i have achieved and what i have not achieved in my life. there a lot more then not achieving anything than have achieved something. ishhh..apa yg aku mengarut ni beb>>>???......

what i have not been achieving over the past years.

i. financially stability
ii. stable jobs (according to my parents)
iii. delays my master's application (i could not find any suitable masters prog)
iv. relationship yg macam sial.. too blind to defind good guys and the bad guys.. and i'm not too sure wether is it me or them. whattteverrr...

what i wanna do this year..
i. MBA June 2009 intake
ii. Financially lift up
iii. To have someone who can share my life wit
iv. quit...
v. Lift up in career expectations in my current job
vi. Be in the office @ leat 30 minutes earlier

reasons for publishing on the above on my blog is that always to remind my self to do it. like the manifesto concept, when it accounced to the public, it must be respected and achieved.

sign of, wati

annual dinner wit kelly's team!

pictures taken during with kelly's team during our annual dinner 2008!


devi dewi, maria, reen =-), kerry

mr eligible bachelor of the year.....................



me & mr eligible batchelor of e yerrrr................ konon lah Jeff..


well, it's time to clean-up e mobile phones memory. i have tonnes of pictures in there. pictures that i cherish every moment of my life esp those pic wit my close friends and collegue. uploading to this blog would rather the best way in keeping the memory alive...

sebab musabab dua(2)

sebab2 tententu dlm aku nyer blog..

1.tajuk coincidently choronicle mencheritakan perjalanan hidup aku yg merapu, tak menentu & yg spontaneous agaknyer lah.
2. miss blackeys bermaksud kalau boring2 aku main keyboard. tapi x berapa pandai sangat lah jugak.
3. gambar paris tu...satu2 nyer tempat yg aku kepingin sangat nak pegi..
4. gambar bimmer one series tu, kete yg aku idam2 kan. setakat ni, aku cuma mampu pakai kete kiario one series!
5. gambar 3k yg aku2 tu adalah gamabar aku dgan kwn2 baik aku.
6. gambar swimming tu, sebab aku memang suka gi swimming.
7. perkataan "keys" means alot to me, selain keyboard aku, counting keys membawa maksud = aku tengah main keyboard, keys juga membawa maksud = kunci mengikut kamus dewan bahasa. wahkah ka..